dugaan dugaan oh dugaan !

kenapa dugaan mcm ni mesti jadi kat aku and family yang aku sayang ! hurmm allah uji kami sekeluarga maksudnya dia masih syg kat kami.. ya allah kau ringan kan lah dugaan yang kami tanggung ni ya allah kesian dekat mak bapak aku. kesian aku tengok tapi aku tak dapat nak bantu lagi. bila la adik aku nak baik cam budak lain. orang yang buat keluarga aku tuh dah dah lah tak kan tak puas hati lagi kot dah 10tahun kami menderita disebabkan kau . sudah lahhh kesian kan lah kami ni haaaa~
ya allah kau berikan lah kami jalan dan jawapan setiap apa yang berlaku ini. kau tunjuk kan lah kami cara penyelesaiannya. hutang kami pun dah banyak dah tak larat nak meminjam. terasa susahnya semakin hari. jauh kan lah kami dari hidup papa dan susah !!!
berikan lah kami rezeki yang halal untuk kami~
kau berikan lah kesenangan kepada kami ya allah. jauh kan kami dari hidup kepayahan dan kesusahan ni ya allah. kau sehat kan lah ibu bapa ku dan adik beradik ku. kau jauhkan kami dari kesedihan ini ya allah . hurmm~
mungkin hamba tidak layak meminta kepada mu ya allah tapi hanya dengan mu hamba memohon dan mendengar rintihan hati ini. 

amin ! 

rintihan hati seorang gadis yang penuh dengan dosa :(

“Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.”

hyehye uolssss lama tak jumpa lama tak mencarot dan dicarut :P

okay today i dengan dye dah tiga tahun tiga bulan. dble three tuh, insyaallah masih boleh bertahan. doakan kami lah ye.  btw ni bukan nak update pasal tuh. just nak upload a few memory from penang with gf and bf .. swimming together, laugh, tired, dinner and lunch, had so much fun since we all know each other. oh the best part we playying uno :) ohsemmm okay !here are the photo enjoy :

“This life is what you make it. No matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And baby, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soulmate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.” 

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thank you :)

cinta itu indah lagi menawan

Love is like a friendship caught on fire. In the beginning a flame, very pretty, often hot and fierce, but still only light and flickering. As love grows older, our hearts mature and our love becomes as coals, deep-burning and unquenchable

     I'm in love with you

I'm in love with you

Its the way you say I love you

and the way you hold my hand

There's just so much about you…

I completely understand.

When the stars come out twinkling, I’ll be thinking of you 
When the sun sweeps the sky clean, yes I’ll be thinking of you
When the wind caresses my skin, you will be the one on my mind
When the rain drop touches my face, yes you will be the one on my mind
You came in my life and showed me a new me...
You made me see the things that I could never see 
You are constantly present in my every thought

My love blooms for you
like a flower in spring
like a piece of art
it's a beautiful thing.
I hold to it gently

and feel its light glow

Like the stars in the sky,
I am calling to you.
From the heavens above,
I am looking for you.
In the depths of my soul..

baby always love you !

your present that u give it to me :) niceeee

JUST FOR YOU HONEY,

Happy Anniversary my Sweet Love!
For you, I thank the Lord above
You’ve given me hope, inspiration and truth
Because of you I feel never-ending youth
When heavy storms have come our way
Your love has always made me stay
Each morning I wake and see your face
I know in you, I’ve found my place
Our bond is extraordinary, beautiful, and real
It’s remarkable how wonderful you make me feel
We belong together, you and I
That, the world cannot deny
Never in my life will I find another man
Who could ever fulfill me the way you can
The life we’ve shared this past year
Has proved forever it shall persevere
I will love you forever in every way
That will remain constant until my dying day.

2 YEARS :) PLUS 2 YEARS 2 MONTHS !

 from ,

babythecipcip

If you want me, show me. If you need me, tell me. If you have me, love me. If I'm worth it, fight for me.

If you want me, show me. If you need me, tell me. If you have me, love me. If I'm worth it, fight for me!!! yes yes fight for me if u think im worth it ! 

1month left before 2years, a lot things happen ! tapi masalahnya benda jadi sebab seorang perempuan yang bergelar EX ! bergaduh sampai bercerai berai.. ni lah orang kata sebab pihak ketiga. damn rasa dye perit juga lah.. huhu

kejam ke aku suh kau buat macam tuh ? entah lah aku sendiri mempersoalkan nya :( tapi aku cuma tak suka kau berkawan dengan dye itu yang pasti dan tak kan berubah !!! i tak kesah kalau u nak sangat kawan dengan perempuan tapi biar lah bukan yang pernah hidup dengan kau walaupun sekejap ! tapi i just nak you tahui i bukan ego.... plse ! btw next month kita dah dua tahun tapi kita still gaduh pasal bnda mcm ni . i tatau nak cakap mcm mana lagi. i just nak protect you ... i takut i hilang you . itu je. i sayang you dean seriously i nak you yang terakhir dalam hidup i sayang ... i tamau orang lain dalam hidup i lagi . tolong lah jaga hubungan ni . sebab i memang nak bersama you . huhuh Tears may erase the pain. Time may erase the past. But only forgiveness can make u a better person and take u to the best one. i nak jadi yang terbaik untuk u.. i nak jadi yang sempurna dekat mata you... i nak buat you bahagia.. tapi i tahu i tak buat macam tuh ! but plse i akan cuba buat semua tuh tok u sayang . Where you are is where I want to be ♥ I really can’t explain it, but I like you without trying. I love the things you say, and how you never fail to make me smile and I hate you, and then I love you.. It's like I want to throw you off a cliff, then rush to the bottom to catch you.

but sometimes i forgive you only because i still want you in my life because i can't help but loving you still !! i love you !

bagan lalang tapi hilang lalang :D

PERCUTIAN DI BAGAN LALANG

TAK BERAPA MEWAH TETAPI KEPUASAN TAK TERHINGGA

seronok menikmati percutian sambil melakukan beberapa aktiviti tak berapa sosial bersama teman baik :)
lokasi bagan lalang tapi lalang dah hilang dari pandangan mata . heheh
3h2m atau mungkin 4h3m di sini . alhamdulillah semuanya berjalan lancar. cuma ada beberapa kerja yang belum settle ..
hah nak tau kulit saya dah macam udang kene grill.. hahah dah macam HELLE BERRY lah pula. hahah *perasan jap*
tapi it was awesome day.. cuma bad thng nya rasa macam nak demam pulak nie. huhu tapi baru je lepas makan panadol actiLAju. ni tgk lah beberapa gambar yang kami buat ! peace and assalamualaikum :)